disclaimer : emo post.


For the past few days...I've been having serious mood swing. one moment i can be all happy and optimistic, the next i can be all depressed and stressed at the same time. I guess the main cause of this is....(no, not PMS) exam stress.

I'm quite sure most of the form 5s are experiencing the same, not forgetting the fact that trials could be next week (darn school never confirm with us). i'm not going to rant about how little I have studied and how much I have left to cover because that'll only make me even MORE depressed. When I'm depressed, I can't study. Then when I don't study, I get more depressed. see how the cycle of depression goes?

procrastination -> guilt -> depression -> no mood study -> depression

most of my close friends are getting emo too.

I'm not exactly sure why they're emo but I think it's mainly because of exams and a lil bit of personal problems. Everyone has their own problems and sometimes they don't want to share it with their friends for the fear of being a whinning, complaining person who burdens their friends with problems. Hopefully, you guys won't keep your problems to yourselves because you're afraid of being a trouble to others. very san fu you know...to bottle up all your miseries.

unless of course, that problem of yours is too personal to share with people, that's a different case.

cheer up ppl! you know the sayin, good times don't last?

well, i think bad times don't last either!

well, since it's no use regretting, i might as well try to cover as much syllabus as I can and hopefully I'll be able to survive the trials. =)