How well do you know me? You think you know me so well that you can make your "brilliant" assumptions without a care in the world.
I couldn't believe it when I first heard those words. You're one of the best actors/actresses I've ever seen. Everyone acts for a reason but what is your reason? I've forgiven many times but yet new words kept coming back to me. Do you even know that everything I've said and done for you comes straight from the heart without any expectations? Oh yea, I do have an expectation...that you would treasure our friendship the same way I do. Do you really think I crave for friends just for the sake of having a friendship? If you do, then you really don't know who i am. I don't want to waste my time convincing you of who i really am. I'm not perfect, neither are you. So why are you emphasizing on your friend's imperfections?
You might be reading this and not even know that the person I meant is you (but i hope the wrong person doesnt misunderstand, like they say...siapa makan cili, siapa rasa pedas). You know what you have done, we're all pretending like we don't know because we still care for you. Yea, right now, I can practically imagine another comment from you, "They're just pretending to be nice" I just think you deserve the benefit of a doubt. Your words don't hurt me, it is the action of even saying such things that hurts me the most. Is this what you really want? Karma's coming back at you.
P.S. I'd really appreciate it if any readers would avoid asking me who i'm talking about because it's quite obvious that I'm not telling based on the anonymity of this post. Right now, all I want is to say what's on my mind, put it all behind and concentrate on my SPM studies. cheers!
I couldn't believe it when I first heard those words. You're one of the best actors/actresses I've ever seen. Everyone acts for a reason but what is your reason? I've forgiven many times but yet new words kept coming back to me. Do you even know that everything I've said and done for you comes straight from the heart without any expectations? Oh yea, I do have an expectation...that you would treasure our friendship the same way I do. Do you really think I crave for friends just for the sake of having a friendship? If you do, then you really don't know who i am. I don't want to waste my time convincing you of who i really am. I'm not perfect, neither are you. So why are you emphasizing on your friend's imperfections?
You might be reading this and not even know that the person I meant is you (but i hope the wrong person doesnt misunderstand, like they say...siapa makan cili, siapa rasa pedas). You know what you have done, we're all pretending like we don't know because we still care for you. Yea, right now, I can practically imagine another comment from you, "They're just pretending to be nice" I just think you deserve the benefit of a doubt. Your words don't hurt me, it is the action of even saying such things that hurts me the most. Is this what you really want? Karma's coming back at you.
P.S. I'd really appreciate it if any readers would avoid asking me who i'm talking about because it's quite obvious that I'm not telling based on the anonymity of this post. Right now, all I want is to say what's on my mind, put it all behind and concentrate on my SPM studies. cheers!
UPDATE
u know what...I feel 'lighter' already. I don't know what's lighter (definitely not my weight) maybe my burden, my heart...my soul? my worries? my emoness?
anyways...i just wanna add some stuff
i've been judged before on my ocassional sad emo posts.
ppl have this perception of me on who i am. when I suddenly do something (lk post emo posts), they're like..
"hey, li hong's not who I thought she was..oh she's not the same anymore"
that's because you never knew this side of me, not that I've changed to someone I'm not.
so please don't make any judgements on my only emo therapy.
thanks =)
